Day 13 – 5/11/24

The Slowing Down of Time and Beautiful Unfolding of Flowing Energy

So today was one of those days where time just completely slowed down, in a good way.

Everything was in this bizarre but amazing slow motion. I woke up in the morning, and decided to take a cleansing salt shower straightaway.

After that Mike made me coffee in the way I like it and brought it upstairs for me.

I was still feeling that exhaustion from the solar flares so I was just really slow moving this morning.

By the time I got out of the shower Mike had started cooking breakfast.

Emma and Mike decided they were celebrating Mother’s Day on Saturday since he had to work on Sunday. 

After breakfast I slowed way down and enjoyed my coffee and did my Oracle and tarot card readings. I journaled a bit. After that, Mike and Emma went out to the garage to work on some projects. 

And I went for a walk by myself onto the path behind our neighborhood. I stood by the pond for a while and this oriole was chasing me along on the path and chirping loudly at me and it felt like spiritual messages coming through (it WAS spiritual messages coming through.)

After I took a walk in the morning, I came back home and Mike and Emma were still busy working on the projects. Emma wanted to go play with her friend across the street, so she went to do that for a little while. I had a lovely day of doing pretty much what I wanted and it was blissful.

I journaled a little bit more and then I got on my computer to write a couple of the blog posts that I needed to catch up on. So I was doing that, finishing up that, writing, being creative, tapping into my inner creative muse and just it was a beautiful day that I could not have asked for anything better. It was like one of those most ideal days that you get and have a “pinch me” moment.

And you’re like, can I just repeat this every day again and again and again? So I wrapped up writing and Emma ran upstairs with a headband and she said, “put this on, you have to close your eyes and come downstairs.”

They were bringing in my surprise gifts that they had been working on, and so she made me put on my headband as an eye mask.

I walked down the stairs with my eyes closed. And I just thought, “wow, that really represents a spiritual journey.”

Sometimes you are walking down stairs with your eyes closed and not knowing what’s going to come next, right? But you have to deeply trust that what is coming, is what is meant for you.

So we get down all the way. And she’s like, go this way, go this way, and keep your eyes closed and so she guides me through the darkness to get to my destination.

Mike is at my back guiding me through the doorway to get to the living room or the dining room (I couldn’t see which one haha.) And they sit me down at the chair and then I’m still closing my eyes, closing my eyes and waiting.

Emma’s like, wait, wait, wait. And then they said, “we need a lighter.” They run around to find the lighter as I’m sitting there with my eyes closed the whole time.

They find the lighter, I hear the lighter click, they light something, and she says, “okay, open your eyes, mama.”

I opened my eyes to see that Mike had created a custom oracle and tarot card holder out of woodworking. It has a slot in it to hold all the cards, and has the phases of the moon designed/etched into it.

It’s the most gorgeous thing ever and makes my witchy mama heart so happy. And it’s going to be so good for live readings in my group and YouTube.

And then he also carved out of wood a custom incense holder with a small chime candle holder built into it so I can both light a candle for my spells and light an incense stick at the same time.

He should really open up an etsy shop, I swear (it may or may not be in the works already, ha.)

So they spent the morning working on these beautiful custom gifts for me. And it was such a joyful moment. Everything just faded how in the past I would have woken up and had certain expectations for Mother’s Day or how things are supposed to go because of the nonsense you see in the media, or all around you.

“All the other moms are getting flowers and this is happening and that is happening.”

But this was just so perfect. It unfolded in such a perfect way that it was just perfection and I couldn’t have asked for anything else. It filled my heart up so much.

It filled my heart completely and I was so, and still am so, so grateful that this gets to be my life.

I’m stepping into the dream life that I wrote about in day two of this challenge. And all I’ve done is continue to invite that dream life in. I have not been forcing myself. I have not been stressing. I have not been doing anything that is grinding or pressure.

I have literally been taking easeful, aligned actions. And it’s just unfolding beautifully.

After the surprise reveal of the gifts, we settled in.

Emma wanted to show me some gymnastics, so she pulled her mat outside. And we were doing that for a while, while Mike ran to the store to grab ingredients to cook a beautiful meal.

He ended up cooking some tofu Greek gyros since both of us, Emma and I, have become semi -vegetarian, so we eat a lot of tofu. He made this seriously delicious homemade feta cheese, whipped feta sauce type thing. My god, I’m still eating it two days later because it’s so, so good.

We all sat down and ate together as a family and it went so well. I suspended disbelief that everything would go smooth and that this gets to be my life.

There was a slight chance you could see the northern lights again on Saturday night. So we kind of watched out for that. But then the forecast changed. And it turned out to not to see them as much, but we went for ice cream after dinner and then came back and gave Emma the option of walking with us to go see the lights or staying home and just getting on her walkie -talkie in case she needed anything. So she chose to stay home. And so Mike and I got to take a beautiful solo walk out into the darkness.

And it felt really special and magical. And even though we didn’t see the northern lights that night, again, we still were able to see a bunch of constellations and the Big Dipper and all the stars that come out. It was such a clear night. It was a beautiful moment of connection under the stars together.

The past days I’ve been getting to the end of the day feeling like my day is complete. I do not get that feeling of “I have something left unfinished” anymore. I’m just having this beautiful flowing feeling of “I’ve done enough for today. I am enough.”

I’m not forcing, I’m not rushing, I’m not stressing, I’m not staying up later than I have to. The only time I’m staying up late is to read a book that I’m reading, “Women Who Run With The Wolves,” because it’s magical. So I’ll stay up like a half an hour extra to read that before bed. I’m still trying to do the no screen time before bed, and I’ve been sleeping better. Let me tell you, shutting down all blue light screen technology 30-minutes before lights out is a game-changer (Thank you Bri for that suggestion!)

Day 13 is in the books, the beautiful unfolding of flowing energy.

When you release the expectations of how you think something should look or how it’s looked in the past, the beauty and the sheer joy that occurs in it’s place is magical.

Each and every day I feel myself stepping more and more into this magical energy so I cannot wait to see what unfolds day by day, week by week as we go through the next year and I’m sharing this journey with all of you.

I’d love to hear from you if you have energetically decided to join this challenge and what’s come up for you so far – and I’m celebrating you if you have joined and would love to support you further.

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BONUS CHALLENGE:

How can you allow more flow into your everyday life? How can you let go of the expectations to step into the everyday magic and beauty all around you?

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