May 18 – 20, 2024
Saturday, May 18th, 2024, Day 20
Lesson Today: We can suspend disbelief that EVERY DAY can and will be the LUCKIEST DAY.
Today was what astrologers called the “luckiest day of the year,” a “Jupiter Cazimi,” meaning Jupiter was in conjunction with the sun. Astrologers say that that is the luckiest day of the year to bring in money, abundance, and all of your manifestations.
Which in and of itself got me thinking, “Why do we need to wait until certain days to call in our manifestations?”
It’s nice to have these reminders, but truly we don’t need to wait. We can call in what we want each and every single day.
We can suspend disbelief that EVERY DAY can and will be the LUCKIEST DAY.
But I do love astrology and I love an excuse to do an abundance ritual, so I lit a candle, pulled some cards and a little spell around calling more abundance in and continuing to suspend all disbelief that my success is inevitable and I’m always on the right path.
I call this a “chill spell,” ha, because it wasn’t very fancy (a single candle set up in my candle holder, and I grabbed a deck of cards to get some messages.)
Later that evening I got on a call with the shamanism group I recently became a part of. Chavon was hosting a Zoom call around healing the mother wound, and there was a big releasing and healing for me around this.
I didn’t release how much I was still holding onto this, until I released it.
And that was the other big realization today.
That sometimes we hold onto things subconsciously and we don’t even realize how much they are affecting us until we release them, and feel a world of difference.
Thank you so much to Chavon for holding this sacred space for me to be able to examine and release while also embracing the unconditional love that the Great Mother, Mama Gaia, has for me. It was a beautiful and very, very healing experience.
Sunday, May 19th, 2024, Day 21
Lesson Today: Trust your higher self will lead you exactly where you’re meant to be.
Today was my Akashic Records in-person workshop and guided visualization at Tranquil Soul.
I ended up booking 12 spots in my workshop and it all came together so perfectly. The workshop itself was out of this world; so much energetic shifting happened! I really had to ground myself so much afterwards, because I felt like I was floating up in the akashic records after holding space for 11 beautiful souls.
Toni who is a yoga instructor at Tranquil Soul told me this was the first time she was able to totally visualize her personal akashic records and she tried to before with a different visualization but never could get there and so she said this was super helpful for her to go back in later and explore her own Akashic records.
There was a new client who came to the workshop who had just signed up for the yoga studio within the previous week of attending the workshop.
I did mini card readings after the Akashic visualization and she told me that the card reading I gave her was exactly what she had visualized in her Akashic records visualization.
So major confirmation that we were definitely connected on that etheric realm during the event.
That was incredible to hear. Another woman gave this detailed description and account of what she’s seen in the Akashic records.
It was beautiful and incredible. She ended up getting a message of her stepping into leadership activation (Commander Ashtar). And she told me later after the workshop ended she began Ayurvedic practitioner training.
She was stepping into that leadership role in her life. It was major confirmation for her that she was on the right path and that was so beautiful.
Everybody got something amazing and perfect for them out of the experience.
I walked away from it feeling so energized and very confident in my ability to lead a group. I was confident in my ability to lead an in-person group session where I had been nervous in the past.
It takes a lot of energy to lead something like that and to have done it so successfully with everybody getting such beautiful intuitive messages and results and learning how to visualize and work within their own Akashic records, what their Akashic records look like, that they can get answers within those Akashic records, that they can get soul truths and just leading them in that process was an incredible experience.
That was another funny thing one was a no -show so 12 signed up, 12 paid but one was a no -show so I actually led 11 beautiful souls that day and 11 is the magic number ✨.
I felt a little ungrounded afterwards, and I had to go home and at the advice of Bri laid in the grass and had Emma put crystals over my entire body so I could ground my energy back into earth because I literally felt like I was floating.
It was just a beautiful day, a beautiful event, and a beautiful confirmation that I’m on the right path, my success is inevitable. I am where I’m meant to be.
This is what I’m meant to be doing. I’m meant to be leading, I’m meant to be facilitating groups of women and helping them discover these hidden things that are their soul truths.
I am helping them trust their inner intuitive nudges. I’m teaching them how to explore their own intuition and work with their higher self and get their own answers and be able to create their own existence here, on their highest soul path. And it’s all just so beautiful. I’m so grateful that I get to do this every single day of my life.
Monday, May 20, 2024, Day 22
Lesson Today: The very definition of being overwhelmed changes when you know that your success is inevitable no matter what. An abundance of gratitude is keeping me afloat when things gets hard.
This day was a Day of Emma.
She had a dentist appointment and so we went at 10am on Monday to go to her dentist appointment and she did so well. I suspended disbelief. I woke up first thing that morning and pulled a card “Forest Frolic Maiden,” number 38.
I am 38 years old. And it said “I acknowledge my inner child and open my heart to the joy she brings.”
I went into that dentist appointment just completely suspending disbelief that Emma would do so well and she did. It was incredible. No issues. And left it up to her if she wanted to go back to school or not. She said she was going to, but then she changed her mind.
She ended up staying out of school and we took a slow morning with a lot of embracing my inner child. We went to Culver’s and got some food and fruit lemon ice slushie drinks.
We were listening to music and she was dancing outside at Culver’s. It was the most fun thing ever. It was me really embracing the inner child.
All of the music coming on the radio was very synchronistic..
Florida Wild Ones..
Ariana Grande “break free.”
Panic at the disco “high hopes”…
All of these songs kept coming on that were signs like, yes, yes, yes, pursue your dreams, step it up. You are strong. You are unstoppable. You are suspending disbelief. You got this, you got this, you got this. And day number 22 was also so very synchronistic. Spirit guides were communicating to have fun and loosen up on day 22 because all success is inevitable.
Next we headed to the dollar store and I parked next to this car. And I’m like, my gosh, no way, right? The car next to us has a license plate of EP 44086.
And my birthday is 4486. So this license plate had my entire birthday. And here’s the other best part about it – It had a butterfly license plate holder.
I can’t make this stuff up. So another sign from the universe, like yes, yes, yes, you’re on the right path. Here’s your birthday with butterflies around it. What more sign do you need?
Sometimes the signs the universe provides are laughable. Kind of like; well if you weren’t paying attention last time you will now!!
Later in the day, I pulled a card, “self -knowledge,” number six. “Dive into your depths where your truth resides.”
And I felt that was very synchronistic as well.
This was exactly the direction I was going in with my business.
It was getting later in the day on Monday and I was getting a little bit stressed out so I had to check my stress. I was needing to pack for the UK and there were a bunch of things going on at once.
I was also creating my three day event in Telegram, but didn’t create a sign up page yet. I had to keep the stress in check knowing I was still on the right path no matter what, no matter what curveballs the universe was throwing at me, just remembering how grateful I was, that I get to go on this trip, I get to go to the UK, I get to live my dreams, and packing would get done. It wasn’t like it wouldn’t get done, and it wasn’t like it was that complicated.
It was a reminder to check your stress at the door sometimes; everything truly is working out as it should and getting stressed or worried about it won’t change the task or that it’s going to eventually get accomplished.
This is when I think of silver linings, I get to go on that trip. I booked it. It is so amazing. I am going. I am going. I am going.
And another thing that was keeping me afloat was digging in the dirt. Digging in the dirt, planting gardens, planting flowers, watering plants every single morning, watering the garden. It is so grounding. It is so amazing that I get to put my hands in the dirt and I get to be so connected to Mama Earth.
That made me think of an abundance of rain, an abundance of money, an abundance of stability, an abundance of someone else taking care of it, all the abundance calling it in, calling it in, calling it in, all the abundance for all of us. Stability and help, financial abundance, everything, calling it all in.
Success is inevitable. No need to feel overwhelmed. Yes, yes, yes. The very definition of being overwhelmed changes when you know that your success is inevitable no matter what. I feel hopeful. I feel confident. I feel certain. I feel comfortable. Yes, yes, yes, yes. All of the things.
I’m always exactly where I need to be.
I also was very grateful for the little things. Grateful that I have avocados. Yes, I have avocados. I can make avocado toast. I am so grateful that I can make avocado toast and it’s so yummy and nutritious and amazing, and I feel so abundant making and eating my avocado toast.
I’m so, so, so grateful.
Tuesday, May 21, 2024, Day 23
Lesson Today: take a breath, take a beat. It will all be okay. Technology has a mind of its own. Enjoy your life, enjoy the little moments.
This was the day before I left for the UK. I started spiraling a little bit in the direction of anxiety and stress because packing and getting ready for a trip always does that to me. I had promised Emma that I would spend the afternoon with her because it was the day before I was leaving. And so after she got home from school, we had planned on doing that, but I was reflecting back on it. I should not have been stressed, but I was stressing about checking in for my flight.
And because the app was crashing and it felt in that moment it wasn’t going well.
But later on fast forward 5 days later, when I checked in for my flight while in the UK (yes I just went forward in time here), Jess was sitting next to me in the car and she’s like, do me a favor and just take a deep breath, refresh the app and it’ll be good to go. And so I did. And it was good to go. I released it and it all worked out.
The day I left Chicago to travel to UK though, I was in that stress mode and reflecting back, I could have handled it so much better. But after checking in for the flight, I tried to recover a little bit. Emma and I went down to the basement and we were building forts and watching movies on our iPad inside the fort.
We were hanging out, eating popcorn, having fun, all the things. So my lesson from day 23, May 21st is take a breath, take a beat. There is no particular reason why you have to get stressed when technology isn’t working because what are you going to do about it? there’s nothing you can do – you just have to wait until it works so why are you going to stress out your nervous system? so that’s the lesson take a breath take a beat do some breathing techniques, pause, reset. Go back to the task when you are feeling more calm and reset.
Now I’m actually participating in a Positive Intelligence 6-week program with Jess and (I’ll talk more about that in later blog posts) but I’m just sitting here today going there’s no reason to stress over technology.
It is what it is. We’re not going to change it. So return to it, check it when it is working but take a breath, take a beat, move on, move forward. Enjoy your life, enjoy the little moments. I admit that I spent way too much time stressing that day over checking into my flight and packing, and I regret not spending more time with Emma. So, that is my lesson from that day.
Wednesday, May 22, Day 24
Lesson Today: Sometimes honoring others’ feelings and emotions is the key to moving forward.
I left on my overnight flight to the UK this evening. And most of the day was a blur of packing and getting ready, but my biggest lesson learned was simple acknowledgement of other’s feelings goes a long way.
Also being a nice person pays off. On my flight I got an upgraded legroom seat for being a nice person, because a man had checked into the flight and got separate seating from his wife. He politely asked me if I could switch seats with his wife. At first I was hesitating because I had an aisle seat, but then I said ok, sure. When I went up to grab my seat, I realized it was one of those seats at the very front of Economy Class, with the super duper extra leg room!! Sometimes being nice really does pay off. Also this was a lesson in suspending disbelief that sometimes if you give up what you thought you desired (the aisle seat) something else better will come along that you hadn’t even imagined (the extra extra legroom seat!)
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