Day 6 was a GORGEOUS day.
I woke up in the energy of a calm knowing that my success is inevitable and I’m always on the right path, and no matter what happens that is what is going to conspire.
I was outside in the sunshine almost all day… went on a few mile bike ride with the family, and just basked in the presence of each moment.
In the morning I had a little bit of an “oh shit” moment as I realized I was behind in posting this blog.
I had committed to myself to post this blog every single day, and I felt a little behind. And you know the mental chatter that happens when you feel behind on a goal.
When you commit to something and then you feel like you’re not fully showing up to it.
This time was different though; I had to tell myself it’s not that I wasn’t fully showing up to it. It was just that I’m catching up to the energies that this is bringing because it’s been ALOT of shifting energies.
If you decide to follow along in this journey and make your own commitment, know that you are going to have a lot of shifting energies. You will have a lot of STUFF surface to examine, and sometimes our minds have to catch up with the soul and subconscious shifting.
This morning I took the time to catch up on the Days 4 and 5 of the posts as I sat outside enjoying the summer-like weather.
I also caught myself feeling like I had to compartmentalize my work vs. my family, and this is something I struggled with in the past.
When you are working on a big goal and you have this passion and fervor behind it, sometimes it’s easy to push other things away.
So I definitely had to “check” myself this morning and not do that.
I gave myself permission to finish the second blog post (Day 5) later in the day instead of spending all morning doing it, because my family really wanted to hang out.
Just realizing this in the moment was a huge shift, because I have a steady knowing in my soul that I’m exactly where I need to be. My success is inevitable and I’m always on the right path.
I also started recording voice notes in my phone so I could capture things that happen in the moment, and that’s really helped with not feeling like I’m behind.
And the truth is – nobody is going to die if I am a little late in posting. I’m still showing up to this commitment. I’m still fully in it.
I’ve decided and declared.
Coming Out of Hiding
A few minutes after deciding to postpone writing to the next day, I had the realization that I hadn’t yet posted any of this yet to my main public Facebook page.
I may have been subconsciously hiding and to catch myself doing this IN THE MOMENT is another BIG feat. In the past I’d hide thinking that people I knew, family, or friends would read my writing and judge me or call me crazy. I wasn’t fully allowing myself to be seen for who I am.
But not anymore. This is all going out there, because it’s time. It’s time to shine.
I would also subconsciously hide by not posting things, telling myself, “No one will care about this right now. They’re not gonna read it.”
But I was truly just afraid.
And if I was putting out the energy “no-one will look at this, no-one will read it” then no, they won’t.
So I’ve now switched the mindset to, “I’m doing this challenge for myself regardless of if anyone else reads it. This is a commitment I’ve made to myself. Everyone else’s results are a by-product.”
Pure Presence
I do not have a lot of notes from Day 6 after the morning because I truly lived a PURELY PRESENT day with my family.
We went to the park, swung on the swings with my daughter and pretended we were flying to space, closing our eyes and letting the momentum of the swings take over.
I felt like a kid again. It was very much a lot of inner child healing.
Then we took a family bike ride, in which my daughter had a few emotional moments (she was getting too hot and was tired.)
She broke down and was crying on the trail, but both my husband and I were able to hold her in so much love and care, that she quickly calmed.
I reminded her of her breathing techniques she can do when she gets overwhelmed, and she started to do them, then my husband challenged her to a “holding your breath” contest and she started laughing. It was a really profoundly beautiful experience to witness in that moment.
It wasn’t just about getting her to calm down; it was we had worked effortlessly as a team to hold her in that space without our own emotions getting the best of us. And when you are that steady rock, that safe space for your kids, they feel protected and usually come down from the tantrum quicker.
It was a beautiful learning moment and a realization of all of the work we had been doing to get to this point.
And also just how big things had shifted in just a week’s time.
When the spiritual gurus talk about quantum jumping/leaping into new realities, I had never fully understood what that was until now.
When you decide and declare things are going to be different, and then put your full energy behind it, things SHIFT QUICKLY.
We ended up spending a good three hours on the bike trail – and all of us were sore and sunburnt afterwards, but it was so freeing to just be able to take off and not worry about anything in the 3D world that was happening. Connecting with Mother Earth, enjoying family time together and processing everything that’s happened in the past week.
Later on back at home I found myself back in a little bit of that “I have to post” energy, but I kept getting interrupted when I went to write, haha.
So I took it as a sign to put the computer away and focus on being able to watch a movie in pure presence with my daughter and eating homemade pizza my husband had made and left for us to cook while he covered a 4-hour shift at the firehouse.
Sometimes you have to take the signs given to you and not push through because in the end you’re always on the right path and your success is inevitable. Pushing through does not equate to a better outcome – it only leaves you frustrated and burnt out.
There’s a time to be yin flow and there’s a time to be yang action – When you find the balance between the two is when you really understand how energetics work.
I’d love to hear from you if you have energetically decided to join this challenge and what’s come up for you so far – and I’m celebrating you if you have joined and would love to support you further.
If you need extra accountability and support in this book a free call with me here to chat about how I can support your journey further via a number of different ways – as an intuitive empowerment mentor, modern witch and akashic energy guide I help you to reignite your souls’ purpose by clearing out energy that is not yours to carry (current life, past life), rewiring your subconscious mind and diving into your Akashic records for soul-level healing to reveal your highest aligned soul path forward in your life and business.
You get to suspend all disbelief that all this is possible for you, plus so MUCH MORE!
Share with me in the comments or by reaching out on social media tagging @kelli.femrite on Instagram or @KelliElizabeth on Facebook how you’re coming along in suspending disbelief. What feelings came up? What emotions surfaced?
BONUS CHALLENGE:
How can you let go of the “forcing/pushing” energy and allow yourself to flow more in life? When you notice yourself stressing/pushing to get something done, I challenge you to step away and listen to what your intuition tells you to do. The more we practice listening to our intuition, the better and better we get at it. Practice, pratice, practice and let me know what realizations you make along the way!
And if you’re not already there, get in the Modern Witch Mama Facebook Group here for more insights and updates and to share your experiences.
Follow along Bri’s journey on her raw daily journal style podcast here.
Follow Jess’s journey in her group in Telegram; get access to that here.
I’d love to hear from you if you have energetically decided to join this challenge and what’s come up for you so far – and I’m celebrating you if you have joined and would love to support you further.
If you need extra accountability and support in this book a free call with me here to chat about how I can support your journey further via a number of different ways – as an intuitive empowerment mentor, modern witch and akashic energy guide I help you to reignite your souls’ purpose by clearing out energy that is not yours to carry (current life, past life), rewiring your subconscious mind and diving into your Akashic records for soul-level healing to reveal your highest aligned soul path forward in your life and business.
I also just announced my Soul Writer’s Accountability and Co-Working Coven – It’s like a Writer’s Minimind for anyone who feels called to get their ideas to paper this year and finally get their book written and published. Details on that here.
You get to suspend all disbelief that all this is possible for you, plus so MUCH MORE!
Share with me in the comments or by reaching out on social media tagging @kelli.femrite on Instagram or @KelliElizabeth on Facebook how you’re coming along in suspending disbelief. What feelings came up? What emotions surfaced?
BONUS CHALLENGE:
I challenge you to suspend disbelief on ALL THE LITTLE THINGS for the next 24 hours. Everytime you sense doubt, just suspend it. Keep a log of every little thing you’ve suspended disbelief on. You’ll be amazed at how quickly they add up!
And if you’re not already there, get in the Modern Witch Mama Facebook Group here for more insights and updates and to share your experiences.
Follow along Bri’s journey on her raw daily journal style podcast here.
Follow Jess’s journey in her group in Telegram; get access to that here.
